So well lots of bullshit has been going on that I need to release on here a lot...... So here comes my angsty bitchy side.

First comes being out of plenty of jobs..... I feel so defeated right now and like I am a huge failure and that I can't do anything right now at this point..... That I wasn't meant to be put on this earth.

To top all that bullshit off I have had guys after my ex bf Tom dump me just out of the blue which is still hurting me, and this one guy I have wanted to be with for a long while is going to enlist in the army. Now I have befriended my other ex bf Mike.... and he is desperate enough now to ask me out on a date...... like a real date.....

My mom and dad and I (more so my rents) have hit rock bottom even though they got great jobs going on right now and somewhat good money coming in. My mom just recently got a black eye because of her over drinking. She at least quit smoking.... But I need to find a job and move out or else I am gonna go crazy staying here.

To top that off My heart is hurting a LOT from past relationships.. Especially the one who I am befriending...... Every night now I feel like just crying....

Ok that is my rant and emotion letting go for today.

Herenity Rosenburgh.